Dag 294 – Expressie en de Darm – Judgements on living alone

Dag 292 – Expressie en de Darm – Decision Making, Free Choice and Money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for feeling comfortable in living alone and feeling uncomfortable in living together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like the idea of living together and not like the idea of living alone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in and as the mind, think that I need to be able to live together, without taking into consideration what mind constructs I have build around relationships that have taken place in the house while growing up and/or living together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as not being able to live together in a house.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for liking and feeling comfortable by living alone in a house.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only be able to physically move comfortable while living alone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear of really being comfortable within myself by living alone and being alone, where in the fear is that I will never start living together again because I feel so comfortable in living alone, where in I note that being comfortable and ‘feeling’ comfortable are two different states of being, as really being comfortable is physical being comfortable as myself, and feeling comfortable is more like being in the comfortzone in/as the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base the idea of not liking the living alone on how this is brought forward as an image into society.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as pathetic for living alone and being 40.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as strong and independent for living alone most of time, and being able to manage within this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing strength and independency while living together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to really like living together with animals – preferable a lot, which is not able because of money and work – more than I like living together with human.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge msyelf for being more comfortable by living together with animals than by living together with human.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get lost within my own reactions as systems while living together with a human and for this, prefer living alone.

When and as I see myself going into judgements on me living alone at the moment, I stop, I breathe.

I realize that I go into judgement again, no matter what the situation is that I live in, me as the mind will find a judgement anyway.

I realize that it doesnot really matter if I live alone or together at the moment, as I have made the decision to live alone at the moment and walk process within this situation, which is a decision that I can only walk if I stand up in this decision.

I realize that living alone at the moment, does not mean that I have to live alone my whole life from now on, and living alone does also not mean that I cannot start a relationship walking towards equality , and starting a relationship walking towards equality does not mean that I cannot live alone anymore.

I realize I need time to walk process and to become more stable within myself to stay stable when being and/or living with other human beings. And this is what I created for myself, time and a place to walk process. If I donot allow myself to be and become comfortable within this situation of living alone, I can also not be and become comfortable while living and/or being together.

I commit myself to allow myself to be and become really comfortable within my own physical body within living alone and standing alone. And this point of comfortability within my physical body while living and standing alone, will be a starting point of seeing as a real decision of what situation I want to live in after several time, with regards to the practical possibilities and life circumstances in that moment.

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De serie Expressie en de Darm begint bij Dag 232  – (inclusief Disclaimer)

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