733 – Projection – What if that what I am seeing, through thinking, is not ‘as it is’?


Projection is one of the most difficult mechanism of the mind to really see within ourselves. Through thoughts, feelings and emotions it seems like that what we see and experience is reality, while it is actually only a personal interpretation that we have build up, through memories, within our life, mostly as a control-mechanism and then continuesly used to protect ourselves for the experience of ‘loosing control’. Within this, we look through our ‘mind-eyes’ and then project this on physical reality.

Projection has also different dimensions. For myself, I have learned that I still do believe in certain moments – and certainly have believed – my own thoughts, feelings and emotions as if it is real, however I have quite early in process learned to open up my own point of view, by asking myself the question: what if that what I am seeing through thinking, is not as it is, what if the other is telling me how it is actually, so, in terms of the mind: what if I am ‘wrong’ and the other is ‘right’; no matter how much I am convinced by my own experience to be real or ‘right’ as how it is?

This question can open up ‘process’, for me it did.

Process meaning, walking from consciousness to awareness in taking responsibility for who we are in our thoughts/feelings/emotions, words and deeds and learn to self-honestly reflect and change.

Within this realization, I could approach another again and bring forward that I opened up for their view and let go of my view as ‘being right’. Where within this, I saw indeed that I really had projected my own view  – as how it is for me – on another, so I placed my own build up mind-situation on another, as if this was ‘about them’. But it was not, it was only about me.

Seeing this, is giving an opening to become self-honest. It is opening up the possibility that what I see, is not how it is. And from here it gives an opening for listening from a different starting-point; from here on I learned to listen from a starting-point of seeing what is real, of a willingness to learn and listen and integrate and expand; not to ‘proove that I am right’ but to see what is real and from here, integrate and learn to apply what is best for all.

It seems such a small insignificent step. However, it is a change in starting-point, from a ‘closed circle’ in/as the mind, where in I have locked in and encrypted myself within my own memories and experiences, to opening up, to really listen and learn.

While doing so – when I am willing to listen and learn and expand –  the personal points of view that I created in ‘default’ so to speak, will one by one come forward, within and as myself. And here I then can take responsibility for my personal interpretations and the effect and consequence of this, by forgiving myself for accepting and allowing myself to keep myself occupied within my own personal and self-created point of view.

From here it is a process for years to walk, as I have layered so many aspects within myself, where I really believe that ‘what I see and how I feel is real’ and so, I keep myself occupied in and with it. However, through time and application, it becomes easier te be self-honest and most important, this willingness to learn, to listen and see what is real, this did not go away anymore. This one moment of realization that I have walked and applied in reality as a change within/as myself, as an opening up, this I has been established as a constant and consistant self-support from where I can continuously expand.

More difficult do I find it now, when another is projecting his/her thoughts on me and through this, really manipulating a whole situation or interaction. Because as long as this circle in/as our own mind is closed without an opening for other views, it is not so easy to reach out to the beingness that is channeled within and as the mind, within and as this closed circle, to bring in some common sense and such conversation easily spirals out of control. Because, at this stage there is no real communication possible, as the mind can/will protect it’s own rightiousness and use all kind of really smart projections to keep oneself locked-in and existing, to ‘proove’ to be right and from here, it will keep every other view locked out, at distance.

This is something that I will open up for myself in next blog, within the application of self-forgiveness where in I will take responsibility for the experiences that are coming up within me, when and as projections are placed on me so to speak and on the experience of not knowing how and where to start about how the mind works, on the experience of not knowing how to make clear that what is being said, is not about me, but about what another is projecting (on me in this case) as a personal mind-interpretation.

“As you’ve already Noticed, if you’ve been with Desteni for several years: Change, in any form whatsoever – is the most difficult thing. That, Simplistically because – the Systems that Control the Human, and I mean the Human – your Thoughts, Everything is Controlled Completely. At some level one do Understand this, although some are so well Controlled that they would for instance Think ‘they are their Thoughts’, which is like fascinating that one can come to such a Conclusion.” (…)

(…) “We knew of the Problem in the Beginning when the Portal Opened – so, to Solve the Problem there was only One Solution: everyone had to be placed in an Equal Position in the Dimensions, that means – in the Afterlife. Unless they are in an Equal Position, we’ll have continuous Deception and Misrepresentation, and Image and Likeness’s that we have to Deal with – and it will take a long time to Break-through this to get to Self-Honesty where one can get to Self-Responsibility. As the Destonians know, how difficult it is to help another being on Earth – it is like, it’s Virtually Impossible. It’s like pulling hens teeth, and hens don’t have teeth – so, that’s how Difficult it is to even get One Person to Realize the Extent of the Problem that they are Existing as in their Fake Illusions, and their Images and Likenesses – through which they are Protecting the Inner Evil that Life has always been, within this World.” 

From: The Encryption of Systems (Part One)


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Dag 186 – Atlascorrection – aligning the physical

Yesterday I went for a treatment to Breda. It is called Atlascorrection. It is a treatment of correcting the first cervical vertebra, called the atlas. This vertebra is a little bit more broad than alle the other vertebras laying under it. In 99% of the human the atlas is not laying straight. Meaning, it has two small points which fit exactly in two little holes, but it is not laying in this holes. This has an effect on the whole spine, the hips and pelvis and on the legs, and on different organ- functions because through the hole in the middle of the atlas there are a lot of nerve-paths that do not have enough space if the atlas is laying wry/on one side.

The atlas is having this wry position because of manipulations during birth, other manipulations during life or manipulations because of defensemechanism which triggered a reflective movement within the upper muscles of the neck later in life. Interesting is that it also can be that this atlas is not laying on the right place from birth and that if it is corrected within the woman, there are children born with who it is laying on the right place. They connect it within this with something in the DNA. And after asking some more the woman who treat me says that there is ‘a theory’ that it is programmed like this – the atlas laying wry – by the Annunaki? I am not familiar with the terms they use and which theory is behind this race within other information than through the portal within desteni.

Before going to SA I decided to go to a treatment like this because of different physical complaints that can be related to dysbalance within the atlas and because of my hips that are twisted and getting worse. I saw this treatment, read something about this atlas not straight from birth, and my first impression was, this has something to do with the programming of the mind.

Well I went there, and although it is a woman who is working with terms of Light in her other treatments, she was very straight, clear and practical in her way of speaking and acting and of course only speaking about this atlascorrection because that is what I was coming for. She explained that they give a deep massage to the muscles around the atlas, the muscles can relax and within this the atlas go to the right place, within the small holes, by itself. No manipulation of the vertebras. She also checked first how the atlas is standing and showed me how it was not standing straight with different physical signs that she cross-referenced with each other. Yes it was not straight and yes, this I noticed already for a long time.

The massage is giving with a small machine which goes deep into the muscles, and it hurts! Especially when the muscle is very tight because of the incorrect stand of the atlas, trying to correct the body within this. By me, it always hurts on this place, this is one of the reasons why I knew I had to go there for a treatment. The treatment is short, a few minutes, and she is holding the head with her other arm which gives support in the painfull massage. After the massage she checked again with me and the turning of the head was alligned, the legs where laying in the right possition, I am standing directly more straight and stable in my legs and in more aware in my pelvic, standing more straight on earth. I was a little overwhelmed because of the pain, which afterwards is actually gone besides some sensitivity left of the treated area. My experience is that it is finally standing straight, and not only the spine, but something within my whole body which I was correcting all the time but not able to do so. But of course doing all the things possible to find a balance. I also noticed when I was outside again traveling home, that it seems like I am looking more to the right side, which is actually straight ahead, but because before I looked more to the left, it seems now like I am looking a little to the right. it’s like I suddenly see and want to see the right side.

There can be reactions and corrections within the body for up to a year because the body has to correct itself within this new standing, which can be supported with other treatments, and ofcourse by applying self-forgiveness and self-corrections to align the mind with the physical within this process. Most of time it is a permanent correction of the atlas, as it lays on the right position it stays there.

Let’s see how it goes.

Next day I was listening to the interview of The Consciousness of the Butterfly 1. The Butterfly is speaking about DNA. About how the body was within the sound-symbols within the DNA not meant to cooperate in its full potential, to devellop physical communication in the most potential,  but that it is programmed with the purpose to generate the most energy possible for consciousness to survive. This is exactly how it is with the atlas not standing straight and what I noticed within myself related to this: I was generating energy all the time by trying to correct myself in/as the physical in all possible ways and creating frustrations/sadness and more by experiencing not being able to do so. The investigations about this atlascorrection show that correction of the position of the atlas corrects something – the sound-symbols? – within the DNA as some children that are born (not all) by woman from who the atlas is corrected, are born with a straight position of the atlas.

It is not really clear to me if the the atlas is already wry when the baby is coming out of the womb, or that it is manifested later in life. The influence of the program as consciousness, as what they here call a defense mechanism which triggers a reflective movement,  is part of this position of the atlas, and as far as I can see it is depending on different factors, from mother, child, pregnancy, DNA  and devellopment and eventual accidents during lifetime on earth, in which way it manifests and where it starts.

It is a treatment that I can really recommend as a support to align yourself within the physical, where in the physical and mind can function together, supporting each other as Equals, as Life.



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