Dag 752 – Resistance and finding practical support

This morning I was listening to the interview ‘Practical Grounding Energy Definitions‘ from  the Quantum Physical series in the Eqafe Store. It gives a practical example of how we can see ourselves walking in a hall way with rooms on the left side as every day life moments that we may walk in to and rooms on the right side as moments that we eventually can create for ourselves and others involved. The hall way represents then our baseline stability of who we are where we from here, can decide to walk into the rooms as moments and deciding who we are, within and as a self-expression. Well, this is my very short description of the outlay in the interview – for detailed understanding I recommend to listen to the interview and also to the two interviews before.

I had some resistance coming up towards the description of self-expression as “self-expression is something that you access in a moment for a moment, depending on who you are with and what you are doing. When you are moving to the next moment, you let drop that expression, you return to your baseline stability of who you are and walk into the next moment”.

What I experienced here is a form of ‘ueselessness’ with how a self-expression is only here for a moment and then not ‘useful anymore’. As if I want to ‘collect’ and keep my self-expressions.

However on the end of the interview, I started seeing the bigger picture of the example and how within this approach, I will be able to better direct myself and go back to myself within and as this ‘hall-way’ (as myself in this baseline stability where “I anchor myself, ground myself, become stable, be me”) and then from here, walk into the daily situations/moments (left rooms) and practise creating new moments (right rooms). Where within the moments, I face what I have to face as for example some reactions that I then can bring back to myself and take responsibility for.

While realizing this, it gives a very ‘simple’ and directive view and way of how I can live my life. It actually gives a basic foundation of living. And from here I then need to live and practise this in my physical reality as for now, it is more a realization that gives a ‘cadre’ or lay-out of how to live in and as self-expression.

So what in the beginning gives an experience of resistance for me, is on the end of the interview giving a supportive and ‘simple’ approach that I actually like and find very useful. It shows again that where the resistance is, this is where I need push through and not believing the resistance as something that I ‘need to get away from’ but as the opposit: as something ‘where I need to be’.

A short sharing from a point that I picked up from this interview so far. Many more practical and supportive suggestions/applications are already given in this one interview and in others as well. Enjoy!

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Dag 671 – What or who am I looking for in a relationship?

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I have often experienced fear of loss when I am in a relationship, when I am not in a relationship, when a relationship is about to begin or when it is about to end, so actually this means that in any time I have experienced this fear of loss lol.

I was retrospecting within myself, also after having received a private interview with my physical body that in time to come, I will more expand on, and I saw that I am actually able to emotionally be alone and still standing. I have had a period in my life where I have lived alone in an area that was outlaying where I had mostly relied on myself where in this being alone there, I enjoyed something very much as being comfortable in it, more than while being ‘out there’ in society. So I was looking what it was/is that I am standing with and feeling comfortable within and always had seen it as ‘nature’ as the animals and the plants that I felt comfortable with. And to not make myself ‘dependent on nature’, also letting it go again and moving to another place.

Where I now see, it is something within nature, plants, animals that I am comfortable in and that I am looking for and that I can and want to relate with and as, and it is……..Life.

I was worrying about how this would be when I die, because then there will not be nature for example. Looking into what Bernard have walked and his death and what he was and is standing in and as: Life. Also when I die, I do not need to be ‘lost’ but I have the ability to make the decision to stand in and as Life and so stand together, yet alone. As something that I can already walk while being here on earth.

Here I come to a ‘redefinition’ for myself of the word relationship and what I am looking for in this, which is Life. Which is not something that I can ‘loose’ but which is something that I can realize, and from here, live, apply, stand by and as. Life.

B mentioned in the past that our relationship will unfortunately be/become with Desteni, where in it is not about Desteni as something separated but actually what Desteni is standing for and as and bringing practical solutions to live and apply, to bring ourselves to what we are all looking for but never before have had access to or understood: Life.

To come to this realization I have actively walked now about 4 years of Desteni I Process and blogging and participating in a group of people who walk the same and before this I walked quite a path already within self- and body investigation and I find it definitely a process to even come to an understanding of what it means to live and from here, it will be a path to apply and really live it. Where the process itself already entails the application and living of it, it is not separated because life is already within us, the awareness is here but we have to actively open it up, apply and live. And for this we need information and instruments, we need the tools to do so as it will not magically come by itself.

This realization gives me a stable foundation to walk on from and to realize myself everytime that I tend to go into an experience of fear of loss for example. It is actually a decision to stand by and within this relationship with and as life, within and without, which entails the self-commitment. To walk with and as myself into oneness and equality, with and as life. As something that connects everything and everyone because the spark of life existst in everything and everyone. But we do have to make and live the decision by ourselves, to stand with and as this spark and from here, let it grow. And I have found it already quite a path to stand in this integrity, which shows me that we are all pretty lost as humanity as a whole. Where in we actually fear loosing that what we are used to get lost in: our own mind. How contradictionary.

So the solution is to get to know ourselves in that what we are lost in, our own mind. To learn how to understand it and from here, stand up and change it/ourselves within and without, bit by bit. Where to understand everything, is to forgive everything.

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