Dag 596 – The mind-body relationship – Hope

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After writing the last blog about the need for specifity, I saw how this not applying at first, is related to hope. I saw this when I read the text of the Life Review ‘What if…’ and how this is related to hope.

Hope that it is possible in another way, hope that I do not need to do so; to apply this specifity with regards to food, hope that ‘for me it is different’, hope that there will be a miracle in some way, as how I hear sometimes from others as in ‘I took out the dairy and my intestine-problems are solved’.

Here I will apply self-forgiveness on the experience of hope within myself in relation to the condition of my large intestine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in an experience of hope that it is possible in another way to ‘solve’ the problem, other than being consequent and specific within my application of taking responsibility for and as myself as who I am, because when and as I look at others, I see that they do not have the same complaints and that they are not so specific and/or, that others do – from my perspective – only need to make one adjustment or only adjustments in their food, to improve a physical condition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others/what I see in others without realising that I only see one dimension and also, through my own interpretation in/as the mind which does not give a map of the whole situation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be totally specific but only roughly and so, I can not come to specifity as how is needed to really support myself within the mind-body relationship, as I see that I need to be specific on one area as a start, to be able to go into a deeper level within me, through the layers that are build specificly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I can do everything ‘roughly’ and following the basic, without going into specifity, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I will be able to go from basic more into depth specificly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I am not specific, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that the application specifies through time by walking constant and consistently into more detail.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to be specific as this ‘costs’ me a lot of effort.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘want to be at first line for 10 cents’ as how in Dutch one says as a proverb which means so much as wanting to have the best result without putting in the effort to attain this potential within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself for not being specific enough, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I can learn to be/become specific and that specifity is build through time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel useless because of not having a ‘specialization’ in the area of natural medicine where I work and connect this with not being specific, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I am walking myself into more specifity day by day into this new area of the mind-body relationship that has not so much been explored in total specifity thus far.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself in walking this process specific enough to get into clarity for and as myself because I did not see anyone in the area of natural medicine walk the mind-body relationship specifically, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that with putting everything together that I have walked and that I walk/will walk, I will be able to be/become more and more specific in relation to my own physical body and the function of the large intestine.

When and as I see myself participating in an experience of hope, I stop and breathe.

I realize that I am waiting for something ‘as a miracle’ that solves the problem, instead of walking what is needed specifically in relation to the mind-body relationship, in who I have become in/as the mind within and as my physical body in and as the application of self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements on my acceptances and allowances in participation in thoughts, emotions and feelings through which I seperate myself from a direct seeing into and as myself and my physical body.

I commit myself to walk day by day and to forgive and correct myself in the mistakes and misunderstandings that are causing a consequence on my physical body and so, on this physical as a whole until I am able to prevent myself from going into reaction as a  ‘mistake or misunderstanding’.

I commit myself (to learn) to prevent myself from creating consequenses on my own physical body and on this physical existance as a whole until I am walking in and as breathe as prevention, by taking responsibility for and as myself by preventing, so stopping myself from going into reaction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe, because I have already gone in reaction, I have to go on and on without seeing where to go, instead of realizing, seeing and understanding that the further I go, the further I have to walk it back and walk through consequenses in and as my own physical body.

When and as I see myself going on and on in reaction, I stop and breathe. I realize that I need to stop anyway and so, I stop, I breathe, I let go and apply self-forgiveness on the mistake that I have already made by stepping into a reaction. I realize that only when and as I stop myself from following this energy, I am able to see what thought has triggered the reaction within and as me and from here, I will be able to apply self-forgiveness effectively and so, specifically. I realize that I am still speaking from a starting-point of fear when and as I am going and speaking in reaction as a fear of not going to be heard when I do not speak up now, where in I am creating that what I fear as ‘not being heard’ because I speak in reaction which is causing reaction through which one cannot hear. I realize that this is not necessary, that this fear is not needed and I have already seen and realized in a more surfaced dimension how to walk into a more stable situation when and as I am stable in and as myself, taking responsibility for the whole situation in and as my ability and so, I commit myself to see what it is that I do not want to take responsibility for, what it is that I judge/fear in a deeper layer/dimension and to take time to walk this through, to see, realize and understand what it is and apply self-forgiveness on the thoughts as fear while walking into more self-trust in real time application.

When and as I see myself participating in a thought that I do not have a ‘specialization’ in the area of natural medicine, I stop and breathe. I realize that I am specifying myself in understanding myself within the mind-body relationship and the influence on the large intestine and that the ‘specialization’ is existing in and as myself in my own application of self-forgiveness and self-correction into physical equality and oneness and so, I commit myself to walk from ‘specialization’ in/as the mind into specifity and detailled application in/as the physical, using the condition, the changes and level of stability of my own physical body as a point of cross-reference.

I commit myself to make it an effort to really stop myself from going into reaction and speaking in/as this reaction to prevent creating more consequenses in and as my physical body and so, within this physical existence.

So, I realize that a miracle or ‘one moment’ is not coming or solving anything as I need to walk breathe by breathe, moment by moment and within this, take responsibility for and as myself within this physical condition in every related area including the food I take and my living situation – the who I am within – is as a guideline for the points that I need to forgive, correct and change within and as myself.

I commit myself to bring and keep my focus on myself in who I am within a condition and situation, instead of focussing on the situation and/or condition.

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The mind-body relationship – Timeline

Disclaimer:

This blog does in no way contain a medical advise. With unclarity about a condition – physically or mentally – always contact a practioner/specialist/doctor in the related area to get the support you need and from here, see how you can additionally walk your own process to get to know and support yourself in relation to your own body and mind.

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Dag 517 – What do I have in my life that I wish to everyone?

alternative-medicine-herb_10229634_XS-300x213Within my life I have had and still have the possibility to support myself and my physical body in a way that is best for me as life. I had the opportunity to start an education of natural medicine when I was 21 and it was a very cool education. It is not ‘regular’ so to speak and I had the luck that my parents could and were willing to support me financial with everything that I needed for this education. Here I learned to look at the body from a perspective as the body being a whole living organ in which al the systems are working together and influencing each other which means that when there is something out of balance, one start looking at the body as a whole and not at only the symptom that is showing the imbalance. This approach never stopped after finishing this education. With this education I layed a basic foundation of understanding of how the body functions and also to look further than where the regular medicin stops. Looking further actually means learning how to better prefend from getting ill instead of ‘walking behind the facts’.

Natural medicine did not give the whole picture so I walked on and am still walking further. I have learned and walked the way to support myself back into a pretty well shape with the use of natural medicine and different kind of treatments, supplements, herbs, diagnose-methodes (including the ones from the regular medicine when needed), physical treatments, physical exercises and of course the largest education of how we function in and as a mind consciousness system integrated within our physical body as how is provided within Desteni, which I am continuing walking.

Through my work I had and have acces to and insight on most of the available products on the ‘market of natural medicine’ so to speak and because of my living location I had and have acces to a variability of food from good quality. This whole package, I wish to everyone to be available and actually it should be available to everyone. The sooner we start with learning how we function, the more we learn to prevent ourselves from getting out of balance and becoming ‘ill’ so to speak and if we have some genetical issues that we have to deal with, we can do this in the best possible way with the products, treatments and self-support that is possible. This is part of taking responsibility for ourselves as a being with a mind, within a physical body. However how the medical system is set up at the moment, this way to walk is not available to everyone, actually it is unreachable for most – because of money – and/or unknown because of too little information that is really supportive and a large medical organ that only works with the regular medicine which is often used in a very ‘late state’ of the physical and/or mental discomfort. So most people do not learn to take care of themselves within their physical body at all. Actually the same as how we do not learn to take care of the largest physical body here –  which is Earth – and all the Life on it.

Within a Living Income Guaranteed there is money available for everyone to give self the physical support that one reguires, which includes the education that is needed to sustain in balance. There will be human beings who will give their effort to support others to learn how to bring this self-care into practise, not because they need the money to survive, but out of an interest and self-expression to support others as life to it’s utmost potential. Also animals can be supported in this way – while we can learn from the animals in return. This can all be combined with the knowledge and information that is common within the regular medicine. There is a lot of information and practical experience possible already, so much more than what the regular medicin organs are providing at the moment. It is only not subsidiated and so not availabe for most people.

This is something that needs to change which can be started within a proposal as the Living Income Guaranteed. It is part of our human rights, to have the ability, support and education to take care for ourselves and our physical body in the best way possible, from a starting point that is best for all life. If this starting-point is lived by all people, our so caled ‘health’ will become so much better, only already because we no longer need ‘to fight’ for our ‘right to live’ as how we are doing at the moment to have enough money to live from. The amount of ‘stress’ will reduce immediately which will give a lot of ‘room’ to our physical body to rebalance itself, together with the support of the basic needs that is available for everyone.

Investigate the Living Income Guaranteed and investigate the opportunity to get to know yourself as a human being with a mind consciousness system within a physical body. They will both provide solutions for a change within ourselves on earth. Which of course, is up to all of us to walk it into reality, to really make a change on earth.

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Dag 356 – Lead by the eggleaders (ovaria)

EierstokkenIn Dutch language, the ovaria is called ‘eggleaders’ (eileiders). It leads the egg to the uterus. Well, it does not only lead the egg to the uterus, it leads the whole life of a woman, and indirectly of men. So the eggleaders lead humanity. It lead humanity to give birth to another ‘person’ and we direct our whole life – directly or indirectly – into this purpose, or we resist this purpose which is enlarging this same purpose in general. However, it is directed by this system of reproduction, which is still a system, and we are giving birth to ‘new life’ as a system, because we have become one and equal as our mind consciousness system and we pass this through into the ‘new life’, so the new life becomes equal and one as a ‘new’ mind consciousness system, and this we call ‘new life’. mmmmmmm……….

We do not know what it is to birth life, to birth ourselves as life in/as/through the physical. Many woman have problems around the area of the ovaria, related to menstruation. Menstruation is described as many things, from ‘a problem’ to ‘something sacred’. During my study of natural medicine I wrote my whole paper about the cycle of menstruation. lol we were looking for a translation of the word ‘timeloop’ into Dutch, and the word cycle was also mentioned, which I actually see as a ‘wide or large timeloop’. So, the menstruationcycle is actually keeping us in a timeloop of fertility which repeats over and over again. mmmmmmm……..

Marilyn Monroe: The Human Design – Menstruation

Then should we not give life anymore to new children? It is not precisely like that. I would say, we first have to support ourselves to become able to give life towards/as ourselves, and within this give life on earth, before we are ready to give life to another human being through our body. Because we have to guide this new human being, we have to educate and support this new human being, to be able to become as life itself, life as being responsible, responsible for self as life, for life as self. And if we all do that – first educate ourselves and then pass on this education to the next generation, after a few generations, life on earth will change into a life-worthy existance for every one and every thing.

So, if we did already have given birth to another human being before we as ourselves were as life, then what should we do? Do we have to judge and blame ourselves for this? No, sure not. This is what we already have done for a long time, although we are not really aware of it. We start the same process; we start walking this process of taking responsibility for ourselves in/as the mind and giving birth to life in/as ourselves through the physical. We write, we apply self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, and we change in and as the physical, as only when we change in and as the physical for real, this physical existence will start changing. With or without kids, the process is exactly the same, for every one.

We have given our authority to the eggleaders and made this a point of self-interest. Listen to the butterfly, listen to the bee. The butterflies allign reproduction to and as life, as what is best for all, for all butterflies, in co-operation with the earth. The bees work together with the plants and the earth, they take care of each other in a way that they will not take and take and take to survive. They give and receive equally. They live in and as their utmost potential, and if this is no longer possible in any way, than they decide to pull back, to stop reproduction, as living less than their utmost potential what sense does this make? We call them ‘lower species’. mmmmmmm……….

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We as humanity are not so smart. Self-interest does not make us very smart and is very short-sighted, it makes people blind. Blind for the potential that is existing in humanity as life, If and when we are willing to work together with and take care of everything and everyone; human, nature, earth, plants, animals, as what is best for all. Giving and taking equally. At the moment, we are not even able to take care of our own species as humanity; we do Not take care, we only take, and take and take.

Where is my authority? Oh my god, it is “lying in” my eggleaders! And I gave it away to men in/as the mind, indirectly, not directing myself but in my perception and belief, ‘lying’ all day to myself, so actually and of course,  I gave it away to my mind (consciousness system), to lead me over the edge. I gave it away to lead me over the edge so that I do not need to take self-responsibility, for who I am as have become, for what I have done, for all the consequenses I have created and/or accepted and allowed to exist, within me and without me.

Only I can stop the limitations as the edge, existing in/as the mind consciousness system, to be and become the potential existing within me, in co-operation with all living species existing in and as earth. because in this, in earth, in the flesh, we are all Equal, so if I become One with and as the flesh, in and as the physical, I become equal to all that is existing, including myself. We are all made of clay.

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Authority is That which Life Grants Each One Equally, the Authority as Life.
There is One Authority on Earth now, which Stands Above all, that Dictates, which is Death. Death is the Point where Life is Authorized or Not, and to Get Authorized as Life – you Must, before Death comes: Be the Physical Evidence as the Living Flesh, as the Living Word – that you Understand the Authority as Life, as Equal, as What is Best for All – or You Will Not Pass Death (Bernard Poolman).

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Dag 267 – Wie ben ik? personal economic background

Dag 266 – Wie ben ik?

I grew up in a middle-class environment.
There was always money enough to eat, and always ‘little money left at the end of the month’, but never lead to any serious money problems.

I have been supported for education by my parents and by government, as how this was arranged in those days. I studied 2 years on the school of Art (photography) and after these 2 years, I decided to stop and switch to an education of Natural Medicine, which is a HBO-level of education (one level below university).

Here the investigation of how the body works really started. And this has never stopped; I am still investigating this within using my own body as a reference.

During studytime I had to work for my own living; only education was payed for and I lived by myself. So I studied and worked at the same time for 6 years.

I still have this balance:
I work for money to live from in an area close to my education, at the Vitaminstore; a store with vitamins and other ‘health supporting products’ where is a lot of room for personal advise and communication. Within this job I have just enough money to live from with the support of some extra allowance from the government and the municipality for house and medical care, as it is arranged in The Netherlands at the moment for people who have minimum income.

At the same time I walk the Journey to Life with the people from Desteni, and as long as I am able to, I will pay for the education and support I receive within this, just as I pay for any other education that I receive. I really do not see why this is suddenly such a big issue as we simply all need money to live from in the world how it exist at the moment. Money in itself is not the problem, it is who we are related to money, that makes it a problem. And money will and has to be (part of) the way to solve the problem in totality in this world, because we are all related to money.

I have started 2 times my own business: one time a practise of natural medicine, one time a store with foodsupplements. And 2 times I was not able to stand in this so I stopped it. I found out that I was still not standing in what I want: to support other people in maintaining and/or reaching stability within the physical body.
I can only be a support for others if I am a living example in this by myself, and I was not, I was not able to be stable within my own physical body. And here I started the Desteni-I-Process. And the Whole World opened op.

The whole world of how we exist in inequality, related to money and survive. Me seperating myself from my neighbour, out of fear of being attacked in some way, in every way. And within this, me seperating myself from my own physical body, living in fear.

As as long as I live in fear, I am not living in and as the flesh of my body but instead of this, hiding within fear in/as the mind. So what is this, the mind, who is the mind, who am I as the mind, why am I as the mind not working together with myself as the physical body? Why am I as the mind not working together with my neighbour? Who am I as the mind not working together with myself as the physical body and with the neighbour as the physical body as myself? How is this related to the environment I live in, to the family I grew up in, to the whole world I live in? Who created the world and who creates the world? How is the mind related to money and within this, how am I related to money?

All these questions are related to how the world exist at the moment: total inequality and immense suffering. And if I donot investigate and change myself, than who is gonna change the world? The neighbour?

So, I started this process out of seeing for a long time in my own life: there is defenitely something wrong – altough it seems like everything is okay – and nobody is speaking about it. My own body as substance is reflecting to me, there is something wrong.

And the physical world as Earth as a Body as substance is a reflection of who I am/who we are, and there is defenitely something wrong – and actually it doesnot even seem okay anymore – but still almost no-body is really speaking about it. And if you Do speak about it and work together for a solution, you will be attacked. Now that is a strange thing, isn’t it?
Will I keep on living in fear of being attacked and in fear of loosing my comfort, or will I stand up and speak for myself and/as others who are not able to speak?

I am and keep on walking this Journey, to get myself stable within my own physical body, and eventually be an example for others to become stable within their physical body. Which starts with food, water, house and education for All.

What is best for All, is best for me, because All includes me.

Day 15: Who am I? Prisoner of the Mind?

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