Dag 772 – Equality within principle

What is coming forward in this world is how ‘intelligent’ one is for example and how we within this, are feeling ‘better’ or ‘less’ than each other and all kind of gradations and related experiences within this. I was looking at the years now walking and working together with people from the group Desteni, that within living by principle and the application of the tools to support ourself to ‘honour’ the life within each living being and align ourself with this starting-point in thought, word and deed, there is an equality coming with and within this where in ‘intelligence’ is not important and not even so much visible; actually because every one is expressing oneself at best ability at this moment, pushing oneself to live by principle and honour the life within oneself and each other.

The same I have seen within for example an education that I have followed of natural medicine. This took six years and within this six years, I have slowly get to know all the students a little more, where I was more ‘in contact’ with a few and becoming ‘friends’ with them, however in weeks we spend together to practise the natural medicine for example, each of the same class, is coming more closer together and the differences or ‘likes and dislikes’ are slowly moving to the background and the appreciation and respect for each other walking this same path, is coming through, which is a uniting force.

We can ofcourse understand that everyone is made and part of the flesh – meaning we all have a physical body – and so in this we are equal and also every human being has a mind consciousness system so in this, we are all equal in this – common sense. However, in this walking by principle within a group, it becomes really visible how this equality is coming through within the interaction and expression of each one walking alone, yet together.

In this, the principle of ‘equality and oneness’ is becoming visible in what it means in the reality of this life on earth in each of our daily lives. It is like slowly starting to see ‘through’ all the veils of separation and comparison and differences within capacity and ‘intelligence’ and moving self towards this equality, that we all do know and understand in theory, but that has never before become a living reality here on earth.

What is possible in a small group of ‘students’ or ‘co-workers’ or ‘participants’ as I have described here, is possible in a large group as well – large as in ‘humanity as a whole’. But ofcourse, there are many challenges to find solutions for, because the separation that we all experience inside (within our participation in thoughts, emotions and feelings) we have created outside as well and manifested in a system that is based on separation and inequelity as well. So there is much that needs to be taken on and this will take time and some generations to implement. But this doesnot mean that it is impossible, altough it seems like there are ‘too many problems to overcome’.

The question in this for each of us is eventually: do we want to participate? Do we want to be part of the solution and stand and work together in this – coming from a starting-point of equality and oneness, in and as life and merely, are we willing to learn what this actually means and to ‘unlearn’ that what is not effective and supportive anymore for this life to come through in each of us?

Many on earth do not have the possibility and are too much busy with surviving and ‘getting some food on the table’ (where many do not have a table to put the food on), but those who have a computer and who are able to read this, mostly have the opportunity to start investigating who we are in thought, word and deed and how to change and align oneself in this to equality and oneness, to at least start to participate and doing our best to be part of the solution, firstly inside ourself.

Within the Desteni I Process it will become more clear what this process towards ‘Life’ means and what Equality and Oneness means and can mean in our daily life. It is a free course to start with.

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Dag 714 – 3. Obsession

This blog is related to record 3: Obsession

For context and playlist see: Dag 710 – Reflection on the years of fertility

The self-forgiveness are written as if it is happening in current time, however it are self-forgiveness on a pattern that I am reflecting back on and now taking responsibility for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to become become pregnant without considering everything that it entails, what it entails to guide a child and walk with it through the system and thinking and believing that I would walk this when it is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play with the possibility to become pregnant and to ‘let it be decided’ through creating situations with a ‘risk’ as possibility to become pregnant instead of making a clear decision within and as myself of how to walk this and take direction and responsibility in this, for and as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, through not taking responsibility for myself within my thoughts, feelings and emotions, let a ‘desire’ become an obsession in which I allow myself to ‘follow’ this obsession and bring it into reality through living and following up on my thoughts, feelings and emotions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be aware of me living an obsession.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to see that I live an obsession because I do not want to let go of the desire and because I fear that my desire will not become a reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that my desire will not become a reality and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge it if and when my desire will not become a reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like not being able to direct myself when and as I have to let go of my desire and so, use the desire as a direction of, within and as my life and so, making a living obsession of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I make it so much harder for myself to let go of the desire because I have used it as direction in/as my life and so, it feels like not having any direction if and when I am not living/following this desire and so, feeling like ‘I would die’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I would die if and when I let go of my desire, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I am not living at all within following my desire but instead, following my mind as thoughts, feelings and emotions that brings me further and further away from who I am, here as breath as a living being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to slowly let myself ‘die’ and loose my capacity of breathing and being here, by following my desire that I build up in thoughts, feelings and emotions and believing them to be real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like not being able to think within and as my mind that I should ‘take this possibility’ that is laying within the years of fertility and if I would not, feel like I would miss out on something and through this, making an obsession of it and not being able anymore to see with common sense what my real possibilities are within the physical stae and situation that I live in.

When and as I see a desire coming up within myself, I stop and breathe. I realize that this desire can entail a possibility, however for this to become real, I have to consider and investigate all dimensions and participants (including myself) that are involved and only from here, see through time what direction does suite best for myself as a physical living being and from her, will suite other phyisical living beings in the best possible way because in essence, we are connected and one as life and one life considering life, will consider all life in essence and if we all learen to do the same, no one will be left behind. I commit myself to slow myself down and look at all the aspects that are involved and take time to do so, to investigate every aspect and participant that I see included within my ‘desire’ and here, forgive myself for emotional and feeling attachements and investigate where these are coming from, what believes I have ‘taken on as real’ in this that I also forgive as a thought existing within me and from here, find a word for myself that I can ‘breathe in’ and follow, redefine and live this as a guideline to live what is best for me, for the aspects involved and for possible other participants, representing ‘life as a whole’.

When and as I see myself participating in a desire that I project in the future, I stop and breathe. I realize that I am think and believe that what I desire and project, should be better than what I live here in the moment within my physical reality where in I actually think and believe that me following thoughts, feelings and emotions is better than me breathing here in my physical body and take on the tasks that are in front of me. I also realize that I ‘fear’ that I will not ever ‘reach’ that what I desire where in I actually judge if and when I would not ever ‘reach’ that what I desire. I commit myself to bring myself back here and to put a hold on me following a desire and forgive the judgements in not ‘reaching’ this, to breathe and pick up what needs to be done today and to create a timeline with that what I would like to create for myself within consideration of my physical situation, condition and abilities and I commit myself to make peace with the facts that are not within my physical reality or even possibilities and to focus on that what I see that I am able to live and create, step by step, day by day, one with me as what I stand for in principle and at the same time, being open for adaptations and changes in direction that may come forward as a best way to move on for myself and others in this life as this physical reality.

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Dag 711 – 1. Introduction

This blog is related to record 1. Introduction

For context and playlist see: Dag 710 – Reflection on the years of fertility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience it as ‘too intimate’ to speak about the process that I have walked with regards to the years of fertility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe ‘one does not talk about these things’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the process that I have walked as a waste of time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience shame about compromising myself in the process that I have walked with regards to the years of fertility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear of being nailed to the pillory when and as I openly speak about the process that I have walked with regards to the years of fertility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find it ridiculous to talk about and think ‘why should I share this, it doesn’t matter so much’, while at the same time I see that it does matter, that for me it is a way of support to open up and walk through the details and points to take responsibility for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that what I share is so ‘child-like’ and that there are more important things to share and that ‘others are sharing more interesting processes’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to share because I notice within myself that there are some energies related in and as the mind and I don’t want to share from the mind in and as energy, I want to share as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still feel some emotion coming up at the end when I listen to myself speaking that it is not really possible anymore to bear a healthy child (because the period of fertility is at it’s ending) where in I do not even would define it as ‘sadness’ but more as a ‘loss’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience regret for not having been able to full-term a pregnancy and give birth to a child – for not having the tools for self-support and being able to effectively support myself while I was in the years of fertility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that what I have walked is not good enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I could have done better.

When and as I see myself participating in a thought as belief of something being ridiculous or not important to share, I stop and breathe. I realize that I am participating in a sabotage pattern within myself that I better not participate in as this is preventing me from sharing anything from and as myself. I realize that within the small, there is an opportunity to transcent because, we start creating ourselves and our lives from the small. I realize that I cannot directly share from myself as a being, as first I need to walk through the mind and take responsibility for the energies coming from thoughts, feelings and emotions within me and so, while walking and sharing, I will slowly see myself coming through as me as directing this process. I commit myself to walk through all the records and apply self-forgiveness on the energies coming up and coming through and from here, use it as self-support to stop the related separation within and as myself and coming more towards and into expression as myself.

When and as I see myself going into a thinking of it not being good enough what I have walked, I stop and breathe. I realize that everything that I walk is ‘good enough’ as it is how it is and that it is not so much the outcome that determines who I am but what matters, is who I am within and how I take responsibility for myself in it within the small aspects. I commit myself to walk with what is here within and as myself and take responsibility for who I am within what I walk, from the small to the big.

When and as I notice an experience of something being ‘too intimate to share’ within me, I stop and breathe. I realize that we are not used to openly share about what is really going on within ourselves and I realize as well that what I share in relation to the years of fertility and the process that I have walked, is something that many women can to some degree relate to and as well for men, it can be supportive to better understand what the women may go through and so, it is a very common thing to speak about that may be of support as well for others who are also experiencing it as ‘too intimate’ to share or speak about.

When and as I experience a regret of not having been able to effectively support myself while being in my fertile years, I stop and breathe. I realize that this is the reality of what we as humanity have accepted and allowed on earth and within and as ourselves to exist and create and so, I as well walk through less fortunate situations and experiences that are and were not optimum and that this is for myself to take responsibility for as a point to take on, for myself as well as for life as a whole and that it is about me standing within principle, no matter what happens. I commit myself to take responsibility for the parts in me and my life that were not so fortunate, to forgive myself and make peace with it and see how to put myself as point of support in this for myself and others and I commit myself to investigate how the experience of ‘loss’ is related to not being able to bear a healthy child anymore with regards to being at the end of the years of fertility and to take responsibility for it within this serie of blogs.

I commit myself to keep practising and sharing about the simple, daily points that we are all facing within ourselves during our lives, maybe in different ways but in essence the same.

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